I totally got a job! HAHA!

Probably the BEST job for my kind of personality. No customer service of ANY kind. I get to sit at a computer, listen to music and do data entry.

How AWESOME?!


GO ME!

I personally do not want to have children, so I could never be a surrogate for anyone. I would donate eggs if it would help them.

As for my partner,I would let my partner decided if he wished to donate, if he wanted to I would support him, if he didn't I would support him.

I understand the need in some people to have a child, to give birth. I don't have it, but I understand it. I would want to help them with that.

Wedding dress for sale

http://chambersburg.craigslist.org/clo/1428978387.html


If anyone might have a use for it, I can mail it out if needed.

I really hate to do this, but Jon's dad is dying. His mom is having a family reunion/living wake sort of thing this weekend. We don't have enough to get there. If anyone could donate, or commission something from me so we can, it would be -greatly- appreciated.


dyredream(@)gmail(dot)com for paypal.

If you want something commissioned comment with details.

Phil promised to give me money if I needed it. He hasn't though. So.... if anyone is willing to help out. dyredream(@)gmail(dot)com. I will give a little gift to anyone who helps me out. Some little piece of art or embroidery or something.

Hey folks: I really need help paying some bills. I have art, embroidery, and jewelry for sale. If you are interested leave a comment and I'll send examples of what you are interested in.


Things are -really- bad for me right now.

If you can help. Please .... consider doing it.

The BBC believes most people will have read only 6 of the 100 books here. How do your reading habits stack up?

Instructions: Look at the list and put an X after those you have read. Tag other book nerds.





1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen (x)
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien ()
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte (x)
4 Harry Potter Series - JK Rowling (X)
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee (X)
6 The Bible (x)
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte (x)
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell (x)
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman ( )
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens ()

Total so far: 6/10


11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott ( )
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy ( )
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller (x)
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare (x) (I actually have)
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier ( )
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien ()
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk ( )
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger ()
19 The Time Traveler’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger ( )
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot ( )

Total so far: 7/20

21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell ( )
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald (x)
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens ( )
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy ( )
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams (X)
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky ( )
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck ()
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll (X)
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame ( )

Total so far: 10/30

31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy (x)
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens ()
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis (x)
34 Emma - Jane Austen (x)
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen ( )
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis (x)
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini ( )
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres ( )
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden (x)
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne (X)

Total so far: 15/40

41 Animal Farm - George Orwell ( )
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown (x)
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez ( )
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving ( )
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins ( )
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery ( )
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy ( )
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood ( )
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding (x)
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan ( )

Total so far: 17/50

51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel ( )
52 Dune - Frank Herbert (x)
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons ( )
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen (x)
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth ( )
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon ( )
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens ()
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley ( )
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime - Mark Haddon ( )
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez ( )

Total so far: 19/60

61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck (x)
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov ( )
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt ( )
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold ( )
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas ( )
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac ( )
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy ( )
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding ( )
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie ( )
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville ( )

Total so far: 20/70

71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens ()
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker (x)
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett (X)
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson ( )
75 Ulysses - James Joyce (x)
76 The Inferno – Dante Alighieri ( )
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome ( )
78 Germinal - Emile Zola ( )
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray ( )
80 Possession - AS Byatt ( )

Total so far: 23/80

81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens (X)
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell ( )
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker ()
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro ( )
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert ( )
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry ( )
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White (X)
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom ( )
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle (x)
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton ( )

Total so far: 25/90

91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad ( )
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery (X)
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks ( )
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams ()
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole ( )
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute ( )
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas (x)
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare (x)
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl (X)
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo ( )


30/100

That's kind of sad. Some of these I would never read. (Like Bridget Jones's Diary and the Time Traveler's wife. Other maybe I'll read some day.

I've read other odd stuff though, like " As I Lay Dying", which is very weird and creepy and not on anyone's list. Heh

Spent 8 hours in the ER at Western Psych today because I've .. had some serious panic attacks lately. I am going to start intensive therapy, I don't know if I have a job anymore. Ummm yeah. :-(


I am still working on hart and embroidery. So if anyone is interested. Let me know!

So.....

I got a DS Lite, any suggestions for ds games?

I got Dragon Quest IV and FFCC Ring of Fates. I LOVE FF so far, Dragon Quest is fun but a tad frustrating so far.

Ummm so if anyone has any suggestions. That'd be awesome!

New project : Hand embroidered notes. A piece of cloth designed to look like a piece of notebook paper with whatever you want embroidered on it. (In your own handwriting or a font you pick)

It could be a note to your friend, spouse or child or your favorite quote from a book.

They will be 25$ (which includes shipping) Comment here or send me an email at dyredream@gmail.com to discuss your design.

I am moving to Georgia at the end of the month and need some money. Some stuff came up and ate up some of the reserve cash I had.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/pixiepiratex/

Art and jewelry for sale. Please look I can do custom pieces.


Thank you!!


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I am disgusted and ashamed by my life and my behavior over the past 3 years. I have become someone I don't like.

I hate myself to be completely honest. I can't stand up for myself at all, not even to myself.

I am sad, and pathetic. I keep thinking about moving to another state I say its because I want to get away from this city and to be able to be myself. But the truth is, I want to get away from myself just as much as from everyone else.


I don't know how to change, but I really really want to.

I have a job interview on Monday for a receptionist position at an animal hospital.


I really hope it works out, it's really close to where I live. So close that for the time being I could -walk- there. Which would be great.


It isn't that I don't like the job at the call center. It's really not to bad of a job. It's a lot of things, it is an atmosphere that makes me feel uncomfortable, the feeling of constantly being watched. There are a lot of people bitching about this that and the other and then trying to convince me that it's a "great place to work".

Though by far the biggest problem is the hours. I work 2pm-11pm Tuesday-Saturday, at first I didn't think that would be so bad. Then I started doing it. I have to leave around 12:30 to catch the trolley that will get me there and still give me enough time to get logged in and settled and the trolley home doesn't leave until nearly 11:30 so I don't get home until midnight. I am going for 11 and a half hours a day. I don't get to spend time with anyone.

I don't mind commutes, I don't mind walking or driving and if the trolley's ran more often it wouldn't be so bad. It's really only about 15-25 minutes from downtown to where I live on the T but they only run every.. half an hour or so when I am going to and coming home from work.

So.. I'll try to find something that works out better time wise, while I keep doing this.

Wish me luck!

Yes. And No.